In my view through my spectacles, everything and anything looks the same. People of every place and any place have the same behavior. I think I should accept my fate that GOD has written for me. Whatever I do, the same thing happen. My effort is useless, myself is bad and contain empty of kindness. Horrible! Resemble to devil. Is that so? I do nothing yet to harm people but people seems insist me to do so. I always feel sympathy to people who got in trouble but always they bite me back for my help. They treat me like rubbish. Awful!
I am the queen of weakness. The loser! People think about me that way. Everything and anything is wrong, bad, and so on negatively. For this moment, I'm done with these matters. I look them entirely empty with ended count of time, bored and no idea. You want to blame me, scold me or whatever, you just can talk to my hand. I have no intent to listen no more. My effort is useless cause the result will be the same. What I can do is counting time, waiting for the end and just live my life like this.